I’m no ones princess anymore…

May 24th, 2014 was the day my life changed forever. I was woken up at 5:00 am by a stranger to tell me that my favorite person in the world had passed away. No, it couldn’t be. It wasn’t real. It was a bad dream… Still is.
People tell you things will never be the same, and that it does get easier. You try to imagine what that’s like, try to understand what they are explaining to you, but you really don’t. I now truly understand what that feeling is to loose someone you can’t imagine living without. And let me tell you, I don’t like it! Now I am here in his country which use to be my home, which use to be my favorite place in the world. But now it feels like a strange place. A place that I no longer belong in.
He was my beacon, my world, the person I turned to, the person I looked up to. He comforted me, fed me knowledge, helped me when times were tough. He was brilliant, philosophical, a problem solver, he had a huge heart, and put others needs before his… He was and always will be my father. I LOVE YOU BABACIM, YOU WILL LIVE IN ME FOREVER! ❤️❤️❤️







8 thoughts on “I’m no ones princess anymore…

  1. I understand what you are going through, two years ago I lost my father and my life has changed for ever. It hurts and the pain never really goes away, but in time it will it better. Im so sorry for your lost. My prayers go to you and your family. I love you girl I wish I could hug u now.

  2. Ruya, I’m sooo Sorry … ;(
    I myself know exactly what you’re talking about & how it will never be the same.
    I know that in due time it will get easier because I just lost my Dad, 2 wks ago …
    Try to cherish all the Great memories & Remember that your Dad ,is Always
    Always with You… I will pray for you to find Comfort & strengh during this difficult
    time that you mourn the loss of Your Dad.
    Your Dad, was a Kind, well respected Gentleman, with a Heart of Gold !!
    Godbless ❤ Ya,

  3. My heart breaks for you!! Your in my heart. I can’t imagine what it’s been like for you. 😘💐💕

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